Christmas dinner. Christmas was better this year than it was in 2015.
Today Eli has his first ever job interview. He has been applying at several places, no one would call him. Well he finally got an email, and finally got a hold of them. And today is the day.... :( I am glad for him that he has an interview. But... I am going to sound like I need a therapist, here... I don't want him to get a job here. I don't want to stay here. If he gets a job, he will meet people. Maybe even a girl... And want to stay here. Not to mention, (well I already did mention), no one knows how to drive here and I am seriously worried about him driving (if he gets the job, which he probably will) here. It's about 8 miles to where he would work. I want to go with him for a few weeks (months, the rest of his life..) to reassure myself. He hasn't driven very much at all. Even though he's had his own vehicle since this summer. Then, there's his asthma... (Sigh...) He has asthma. And, we haven't had insurance since we lived in Nevada/my husband got laid off. Which means we haven't been able to afford his asthma medication ($120 a bottle which lasted a month).. He does have his inhaler. (If it is even still good..) See why I am stressed out?... It's not just him getting a job. That in itself would be a good thing. Sigh... Maybe he will hate his boss and all his coworkers and not want to stay here either. :/ I need therapy. |
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I think I understand your worries, Tina...sorry to hear that, I hope things get better soon...maybe talking about it in your blog is therapy too. I think the same way about my sons...not so much now, they don't live with me anymore...I think most of what worries me now is not knowing how they really are, and they're not sharing much of what is happening in their lives :(
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